This is all I have today.
Sometimes, like now, I’m depleted and the only thing I can do is not-write. The only thing I can do is think, and wonder and try to understand something more.
I try to understand a thing and it all gets jumbled in my head and in my heart. So today, for this Thursday afternoon when the words get stopped up like a jam in my mouth and will not come out the tips of my fingers (it’s like magic, I suppose), all I have is this. His goodness. And that’s all I ever have I think.
And I shake my head because I don’t understand it one bit. I don’t understand His goodness and the why-me’s of it. So this is all I have. This is it: the thinking and the wondering and the heart-quiet.
Think on this with me today, would you? The Goodness?
This is exactly how I have felt today… depleted. Thank you for the reminder that His goodness follows me everyday. Even days when I’m not enough.
I don’t get you e-mailed version until the next morning. And I so needed that this morning. So tired, so in need of His patience and goodness. Thank you for the reminder that that patience and goodness is here….
I really am so glad that you shared this today .. it went right with what He was talking to me about. God bless you!
It’s His goodness….that leads us to repentance. It’s His goodness…that helps me see today, yes, my today, as a gift.
Thanks for the reminder!