This is all I have today.
Sometimes, like now, I’m depleted and the only thing I can do is not-write. The only thing I can do is think, and wonder and try to understand something more.
I try to understand a thing and it all gets jumbled in my head and in my heart. So today, for this Thursday afternoon when the words get stopped up like a jam in my mouth and will not come out the tips of my fingers (it’s like magic, I suppose), all I have is this. His goodness. And that’s all I ever have I think.
And I shake my head because I don’t understand it one bit. I don’t understand His goodness and the why-me’s of it. So this is all I have. This is it: the thinking and the wondering and the heart-quiet.
Think on this with me today, would you? The Goodness?